RayaMoonfire

I want someone who is forbidden and he me, the lines the would be crossed, is it worth the consequences? Do I give in to the sexual creature that I am and just say to hell with the consequences? I do not wish to risk our frienship in the thorws of lust, but I also want to satisfy it....

I miss you so much it hurts, I miss your touch, your taste, your smell, your voice, I miss being around you. Everything.

Why can't things just be simple? Why can't he just tell me whether I'm his or not? or when he wants me, why do I always have to approach him? instead of the other way around? I don't have the answers, only questions, on top of questions and the one thing that I need to know is do I tell him or do I stay silent and I can't even answer that either, do I tell him how much I care and risk running him off? or do I stay silent and forever wonder what could have been? Yea I don't know which would be worse sometimes, but for now I keep my silence and try not to drown in the thoughts inside my head.